Tuesday, January 30, 2007

A revelation!

OK SO!!!

Next year I'm gonna do a solo competition in the Jazz fest and I'm gonna sing the songs "Fly me to the moon" by Frank Sinatra and "I'll be seeing you" by Ella Fitzgerald. I promise!

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Kau Wela

I know someone will comment on how awful this font setting is, which is precisely why I write in this colour. Bwahahah.
There's this Stevie Wonder song called Lately that I'm listening to that my dad and I absolutely love. Stevie has a beautiful voice, I wish I owned more of his works.
School's been going very well this semester...freakishly well. When things seem so calm and subdued it makes me wonder if I'm missing something vital and putting my entire semester in jeopardy. I look on webct and my notes repetedly, nope, nothing's due, no tests too soon, I'm doing ok, just gotta stay on top of things.
In my English class I have to turn in a paper on some event that's effected my life and how it's turned me into the person I am. I chose my old school Montrose Academy. I'll post it someday if I get comments requesting me to do so. The next essay I write is about a friendship that's changed my life. When I heard this option I immediately thought of my best friend...but he happens to be my teachers little brother and I don't feel like it'd be very appropriate to write about him, kinda crossing the student-teacher boundries, too personal...who should I choose? hmm...
In a little less than 20 days it'll be Valentines Day. I loathe Valentines Day as I may have stated in previous posts. I remember in 10th grade all my girl-friends got candy and stuffed animals from their boyfriends while I watched single and un-persued. I'm making it a point to not let my rediculous bitterness get to me this year, and focus on the fact that the day AFTER vday is my dad's birthday..I can't be blue on valentines day this year, I just can't.
For those of you in the Moscow/Pullman/Monroe/Seattle/Bonners Ferry area, come see Jazz Choir I perform in the Lionel Hampton Recital Hall @ 7:30 in the Lionel Hampton School of Music on the 16th of February! We have awesooome songs so far, come out and treat your ears to ear candy.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Does my life have a thesis yet?

At 7:45a.m. each day that starts with a T I dominate the Admin- walkway. I forgot how pretty a sunrise is until last Thursday on my way to school. Walking to the Commons with my ears aching with cold and my nose bright red doesn't bother me so much anymore. I can't wait until spring and my morning walks then...It'll be great.
No matter where you are, whether it be Honolulu or Moscow, every early morning sky looks the same. It's still and deserted on the streets. When I was in Hawaii last May I'd wake up around 6 (it was 9 in Moscow) and sit and watch stuff happen from my lanai...It was 6, so nothing would be happening. There weren't any tourists and very few workers out yet. It was so cool seeing such a big city totally still. I have no idea where I'm going to be in 4 years. I love my town but I don't think I can stay here all my life. Wanna help me live my life to the fullest potental? It's kinda wasting away these days. My life thesis only has two sentences so far and and a paragraph needs at least four to be considered adiquate.





Tuesday, January 16, 2007

"I wanna be an ACTRESS!!"

Nothing like the good ol' stomach flu to ruin an appitite and cause dillusions. I hadn't gotten the bastard-bug since third grade...that's 10 YEARS you guys! But yesterday it all came tumbling down...Gross. At one point I was in my room trying to put on a sweatshirt, but I got so dizzy I almost passed out! My head felt heavy and my hearing and eye sight was failing. I twirled my way into the family room and caught my breath and didn't attempt to get up again until 5 hours later. During all this I watched "antiques road show-Live from Honolulu" which made me miss the Honolulu convention center and the entire city and then came the Golden Globes. I know I was dillusional because while I was watching it, I was contemplating all the ways I could get down to California and become an actress. I've never wanted to be an actress seriously but last night I could have sworn it was my calling...Though in all honesty, the only reason I'd want to be an actress is so that I could be in a movie with Orlando Bloom. That was my thought behind it and though I was the home of a 100 degree feaver and an angry tummy it seemed like it was gonna happen.
About 12 oclock I started feeling better so I went to bed and now I'm fine...Afraid to eat anything besides carrots, but fine. Sucky part is that I had to skip class today...parental orders. It's not the way I wanted to start off a new semester but pssh- I get to watch Pirates of the Carrib- with mah daaaaaaaaddy! woo! Later, chickle chews.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

MMM

Tonight, I cut someone off...It was a cop. I got busted. LUCKILY, he was attractive and I was smiley from the previous events of the night so it all turned out all right. No ticket and a really good smile...Thanks mom and dad for my beneficial genetics.

But flirting with cops is not what this post is about. This post is about what is seen almost every day, but still one of the most attractive things in life because it's underrated and natural. There is nothing better than a sleepy, happy guy. If they aren't moody it makes it even more appealing. But really, think about it; they aren't trying to put on a show, they aren't trying to impress you. All they're doing is rubbing their eyes with the back of their hand and leaning into your hand if you touch them on the shoulder. A sleepy man always looks warm and looks like he'd feel soft to the touch. Their hugs are extended and their scent is to die for.(At least the good smelling guys.:) )
I visited a sleepy friend tonight. I brought him a long overdue gift and a Christmas gift, along with some easy conversation. His month was filled with warmth and work-now he's returned to 5 degree weather and school papers and reading. We listened to music and his voice sounded tired and calm. His eyes were open but closing as I walked out the door. His face was familiar and hair disheveled...Best thing I've seen all week long.


In other news, second semester started on Wednesday and what a week it was. I was 30 minutes early to my first day of class, and 20 minutes late my second....In my defense I was late because the times were printed wrong. Walking to class isn't as pleasant as it was before Christmas mostly because it's so damn cold. Yesterday I could feel the insides of my nose freezing, I kid you not. Then, it thawed out, that was embarrassing, I looked like a sick 4 year old with snot rolling down his face but for me, it was water, not snot.

As cheesy as it sounds it seems to me that walking around my campus is a pretty poetic thing to do. To be able to pass people walking to their classes as you walk to yours (to me ) instills a sense of unity: You go to my school, you are my peer, I respect you and wish you the best in your college career.

Nothing beats a walk across the Admin lawn on a brilliantly blue winter morning.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Justice for All

I told Daniel to write me a story. This is what he wrote. I kept the spelling the same because his disslexia's part of the charm of it all.

Once apon a time, a boy named justice entered the world. he came in a time of great strife and chaos. The world needed justice, but justice didn't know how much he needed the world. As he grew up, he realized he was diferent than all the other people around him; Justice had a goal. In a world filled with dreamers, Justice knew what he would have to do to fofill his goal. He knew he must suffer at the hands of injustice forever. When Justice left home, he felt loniliness for the first time. Never before had he been completely alone. He traveled through the mountains, heading south to the golden city his parents had told him about as a child.
After a long and straining journey through the treacherous passes, Justice reached the city. His first glimps revealed a great golden expanse, stretching as far as the eye could see. The interior of the city proved to be less marvolous however, and Justice quickly found that people in the city care for nothing, even themselves. Justice continued his search for true gold, bouncing from job to job straining to reach a higher working class. In the city, money is the only way to climb to the top, and Justice was aiming for the stars.
One day, Justice met a man dressed in the most expensive suit he had ever seen. the tie alone was surely worth more than all of Justice's bellongings. The man had the emporers seal on his breast pocket, causing Justice to gasp and leap at the man's feet. the man urged him to move along, but Justice bugged to be alowed in the palace. after Justice refused to move, the rich man steped over him and went about his way.
The next morning, the same man was walking the same street when he saw Justice laying in street, in the same prone postuer as before. The rich man started to pass by, but decided to check on the poor man at his feet. Justice said in a feeble voice: "I said I would not move, so I will remain" "my name is Chase" said the rich man."what is it you want in the Palace?"
"I only wish to speak to the emperor for a moment." said Justice. Chase said it could not be done, and left. the next day, he found Justice in the same place, face down in the street. Every day, Justice would ask to see the emperor, and every day Chase would leave with a refusal on his lips.
On the seventh day, Chase came with a bowl of water. Justice refused, saying we would wait for the emperor till death. The next day, Chase came with a letter in his hand, which declared that anyone who could bring the emperors lost ring back from the mountains would have the honer of giving it back in person.without taking a drink or bite, Justice got up and ran to his hut, gathered his climbimg gear, and ran for the mountains. he jumped on a south-bound train that he knew would take him close to the verry pass he had crossed. He leapt out and ran the path he had used. He forced his weak legs up the mountain side, knowing exactly where to look. As sun set and cold decended, he came to a crevace that led to a funnel. at the bottom of this funnel was a ring. Justice had seen it gleam on his way through the mountains, but dared not climb down. what once was suicide was now his only hope. weak and despairing, he slid down the ice and took up the ring. he put his salvation on his finger, kissed it, and raised it in a salute to Heaven.Justice had conquered a mountain, poverty, and discrimination to reach his goal. But he could go no further. the steep sides of the funel were too steek to climb, and his strength was failing. Justice sighed one last breath before sinking back to the cold ice.
Justice thought death would be colder, and without the sweet taste. He found he could open his eyes, but instead of the afterlife, Justice looked into a jar of honey. it lowered to reveal Chase, who was knealing at his side. he turned and motioned for Justice to look to his right. Justice turned to see the funishings of a beautiful room, then as his eyes drifted further, he saw the emporer.he held out his hand to deliver the ring. it was taken with gratitude. "you have done well." said Chase. as the cot Justice was laying on was lifted, Justice reached into his pocket for an item he had caried on him since his birth. It was the knife that had slain his leaders so many generation ago. it was said that as long that the children of the slain hold the weapon, they hold a grudge. As Justice handed the knife over, a bloody war that had claimed fathers and sons alike came to an end. The End.