Forget what we're told b4 we get too old.

What a day! Freeeeeezing Tundra-like weather and strange/awesome events all around. I went to work today with 9 dollars that I was planning on using to fill up my gas tank....when I left work, I had 2$ left. One reason is because I bought a bagle for a friend which is no big deal since I do that pretty often. The other one I was totally ok with, but it wasn't because they were my friend...In fact, I'd never seen this person before in my life.
A girl came in today and had already ordered her bagle and was about to pay, but her card was being denyed so she went to her car to get another one. She didn't have another card, so she appologized and went back to her car without her food. I couldn't let her come to the Bagle shop, chose her sandwhich,drink, and chips and then get turned down! Out I went, as she was pulling away, I caught her JUST in time and put her bagle on the passenger seat. She couldn't BELIIIIIIEVE that I was being so nice to her, but I know how it feels to be embarassed like that when you're trying to buy something. I made a difference in someone's day, and guys, that feeling's AWESOME.
Today I got to do something out of just wanting to be nice to someone to prevent sadness entering their life. It worked. I'm not writing this to get praise, I'm writing it cuz it was fun...very fun...probably the most gratifieing thing I've done the entire month. Sacrificing fuel for fuel...Gotta love it.=) Merry 10 degrees my fellow citizens

-KESHIIIIII

Coldplay's the soundtrack to my life lately

The weather outside is white. Puuuurely white. Tonight my town got about 4 inches of snow, completely covering our streets and making it a pain to drive for me since I don't have snow tires on Murphy yet.
I can't quite grasp the idea of going back to school....AGAIN! It seems like break just started and here I am Monday morning writing in my blog. Back to work, back to exchanging money for food, back to sitting in class wondering if everyone else is as bored as me. Soon, it'll be Christmas break. I love Christmas break. The only thing I'm wondering about is if I will be able to successfully drive up North to spend the New Year with my friends. Living in North Idaho with no snow tires calls for disaster usually. I'm hoping this year is insanely warm so that I get off easily when it comes to driving the 200 miles to see the people I miss the most.
This is the month! I will work out, not eat candy and become toned again! Right now I'm at about a D in satisfaction with my own personal expectations when it comes to my bodily appearance. Not being in PE every day has really made me lazy. Parking makes me lazy, too. I see my guy friends wandering around shirtless and eating like horses, bragging about how they weigh 190 lbs... There's nothing about that that I'm allowed to do in public...or would want to for that matter. Guys have it easy! Shoveling snow surely helps in the callorie burning process though...Tomorrow! I'll shovel our sidewalk tomorrow.

Mambo

Today as my dad and I drove to Pullman I was reminded of a memory. Passing all the new developments and the rode work on the pass from Moscow to Pullman, I remembered what my parents did for my sisters and me so many years ago.

To keep us kids from getting too bored in our tiny town, our parents would take us to the Best Western hotel for the weekend. EVEN though we lived in the town, we loved it just like we were on a vacation. I remember running through the halls of the hotel as fast as I could with my sisters down to the pool and chanting "ssh!ssh! qu-iet bar! ssh!ssh! qu-iet bar!" as we passed the tiny resturants in the hotel...one of them being named the Quiet Bar.

I was brought back to reality by my dad singing along to Aerosmith. We saw Happy Feet. Weird movie.

Song of the week

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down on your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

The Wedding

Tonight my best friends' sister got married.
She had the innocence of a child but the beauty of a woman.
Her dress was pure and sparkled, exactly like her eyes.
She has no secrets, no skeletons. She contains beauty, hope, faith, love.
He will take care of her. He'll carry her all the way throughout their lives.
They will love and smile like always with all of us behind them.
Never will she be lonely, never will he have to settle for someone else.
Tonight I danced, I laughed, I welled up, I listened, I learned, I admired.
I watched her parents dance tonight. They held a gorgeous gaze and floated all over the floor.
Their love was the same as their new son-in-laws and their daughters...Maybe a few years older, but just as promising and right.
Watching them made me happy; he led, she followed-both smiling with eyes full of love and a look that said," It finally happened. ".
It's all so worth it. Whoever finds me, I will love him with all my heart.

...I ate beef today....I fail.

Watching football right now...The Patriots are losing. This entire week I'm gonna try to go without meat. Yup, I'm gonna be an herbavor. I may just fail miserably, but then again, I might succeed. It's gonna be freakin' hard, no doubt about it. OOOOOOOh man, here I go!