got up @9

This day contains nothing for me. I'm going back to bed.

Summer Boredom.

SO, this is me tonight. Drinking champagne in a sleeping bag on my back deck with my dog. My parents and I had some of their Anniversary champagne and so there you go.

'nough said.

Oh, those summer nights.

It's this kind of night that brings back all memories what I do on summer nights of all summers I've had. Alot of watermelon parties, snow cones, star gazing, car rides, late ice cream runs, bikerides, hide and seek in the neighborhood, and bringing my cd player outside to listen to it and the crickets combined. In my more recent years summer nights have been filled more with lazy conversation, star gazing, cuddling by a bon fire, chasing thunderstorms, and camping...except for this year. This year I've had no cuddling by any bon fires and barely any star gazing and haven't gone camping yet. I miss camping. Though I never take enough blankets and end up with a slight case of hypothermia the next day, I love it. I haven't done much this summer and it seems like there's something I have to do but haven't gotten around to....Besides getting another job... Oh my GOSH it's hard being there without my fellow shire-lets. I'm not talked to, and I'm alone constantly. I turn on the radio, but it gets turned off 30 minutes later. It's crazy, but not a good embracable crazy. It's one that makes you want to bite something or sing in someones ear REALLY loudly just to break the silence caused by the boredom. I've tried to make the best of my situation the past two weeks since everyone vamos-ed, but it is starting to seem impossible. There's nothing for me there, and I need to get out, which I'm working on, I just wish more employers in this town would read applications turned into them.

School is seeming more real to me. In about a month I will have paid my tuition for the first semester entirely. This'll be fun to see what this whole college thing's all about. I want to maybe do one of those traveling things that the students do during the year. Last March it was hurricane relief down in LA. I hope they go south again this year, I want to go down south. I know about my southern roots, but I haven't seen anyone of my southern relatives in 12 years or so. Yes, it's time for me to go there. Maybe after Louisiana I'll hit Florida and Alabama and Georgia. I should dedicate an entire year just to getting to experience southern comfort first hand.