good answer

Today someone asked my friend Seth, "What do you want to do with your life? Don't just say serve God, cuz that's a given." Seth thought for a little bit and said, "I want to be a father first, a husband second, and a teacher third." It was the best answer to that whole "what do you want to be?" question I've ever heard.

To my sister...

for my best friend...


I pray you'll be her eyes, and watch her where she goes.
And help her to be wise in times when she doesn't know
Let this be her prayer, when she loses her way
Lead her to the place, guide her with your grace
To a place where she'll be safe

ALOHA

Hello, old blog..

You seem to have almost been forgotten by me, but I'd never leave you like that. Mamma's home, it's ok..

Today in Moscow is a beautiful fall day. It's almost 80 degrees, with this WONDERFUL wind that blows my hair around in just the perfect way. Any camera shot would make it look like I'm carrying a fan around with me. The leaves are wilting the smallest bit, and pieces of yellow and orange are starting to take over...it's begun.

Arbor

There's always room for improvement in a person's life. Doesn't it just make sense to conclude that if someone's content in one, single spot of their life they are content to not grow? We should be as trees; always striving to become more, always trying to produce the most we can, always reaching towards heaven, always open to growth.

Silky Milk.

...But I do know one and one is two, and if this one could be with you what a wonderful world this would be...

Update of the life of Kelbo J. Heebs;

April 19th- I get hit in the head with a frisbee golf frisbee (like a light discus) and start bleeding profusely. I think I permanently got the song Dancing in the Moonlight stuck in my head...I got hit near my frontal lobe, got 12 stitches, and I've been assertive and bolder ever since.


May 3rd- I help one of my oldest friends move out secretly. It was sad, scary, comforting, and promising all at the same time. Yesterday was a very emotionally exhausting day for me. My friend is now on her own, and things are going to be ok for her...I know it.

May 4th-15th- School School School. It's dead week, and then next week is the last week of school. I can't believe it! It all went by so fast, and this year has been incredibly memorable. I have had lots of good experiences, a few bad grades, but I've learned a lot about everything...this year was mostly lessons learned when it came to dating. I have a few hundred stories from that genre of life this year, but let's just say I'm not sad that I'm single because if I weren't I would have settled somewhere along the way. Never Settle.

Though I'm a total stress puppy full of hopeless romanticism, and random spurts of identity loss at the moment, I am at peace with everything shady going on in my life such as grades, and other parts of my 21 year old life. I really, truly am tired of caring to the point of me not wanting to care SO much that God has granted me peace...at least at this moment. It sounds strange, but worrying about everything so much bored me to the point of not caring cuz I got so sick of worrying. It sounds weird, but if you look deep enough I'm sure you can relate.

I am Kelsey Hebert.
God is in control of my destiny.
I am my father's daughter.
I have my mamma's smile.
My sisters are amazing,
my friends are the most fun people on earth,
and I live in the safest town one could ever immagine.
My life is good.

3 More Months

Last night I dreamed of an old friend. We were much closer at one point, now we're shadows of what we've been. But in these dreams, we were right back there, we were as we use to be, and it reminded me how good it was for that little time.

I'm headed to Seattle soon to finish off my spring break. Spring break in the past three years for me have all been really memorable. 2007 is still my favorite one, but from 2007 to present so many crucial things have happened in my life and the lives of my friends, it's really quite remarkable.

I don't feel refreshed from spring break yet, and it's Thursday. I have this fear that if I go back to school on Monday I'll be behind, and fail, and I hate that feeling, so I don't know how to rejuvenate myself to the point of being able to keep going strong and confidently until May. Usually good times can help this feeling, but everyone has been so stressed this semester all we really do is wander around and stress together.

One thing I'm very tired of is speculation. It's speculation that led my life into one of the most hellish weeks I ever knew. All is resolved and good now, but for seven days I was humiliated, annoyed, and the main topic of gossip, but thankfully, this taught me not to say everything that is on my mind...and now I know why people invented diaries. :). But, crisis averted, no one is hurt, all my friendships are in tact, so I'm ok as well.

I'm waiting for man that is going to steal my heart. I am so looking forward to meeting him, so if you know where he is, please send him my way.

Stuff I talk about a lot these days...

Morse Code, Handwriting Analysis, Sign Language, Fractals(as always), Black Holes(and revelations...ha!), The Incas, The Aztecs, Eschatology.

As of now I'm learning more sign language and analyzing more handwriting...I'll get to the morse code soon.. K cool.